Our House, and 28 weeks pregnant

Yesterday, Nick and I went to check up on our house which is being built in eagle mountain. The whole interior of the house is done! we have the counters, the stove, the dishwasher the carpet and everything! It's very very exciting and it all looks so wonderful! Now all they have to do is the outside of the home. It's missing one shutter and the steps and landscaping. We are told that we are do to move into the house in less than two weeks!!! I can't even believe how lucky we are! Now we just need to figure out fencing and back yard landscaping and furniture.
A whole lot of great things are happening for us right now, the house and I'm now about 28 weeks pregnant. I feel I'm getting bigger every day! But I love my baby bump and I love to feel her kicking. She's starting to get pretty strong. I can watch her movements now, she moves my whole stomach. I am soo soooo excited to have her! I already feel such love for her. Nick and I have been married for two years June 21st, which is just a month before Lily is due. I cant think of a better gift for our anniversary than a new member of our little family. We are so blessed.

19 weeks pregnant!

Hey, so I know it's been a while. A long while. So much has happened sense I had last written. We found out that we are having a little GIRL!! We are ecstatic! It's been so much fun going to stores and stuff seeing all the cute little things for girls. Nick and I made our Baby registry at babies r us the day we found out what we are having. It took forever but it sure was a lot of fun! We decided to name her lily. We were down to three names, Savannah, Clara, and lily. Nick said he liked Savannah and lily, and I liked Clara and Lily so we picked the one we both loved. Of course. Sense that time her name has felt so right to me, I haven't second guessed it or anything. That is simply her name. We are still trying to work out a middle name though. I can't believe I'm almost half way through this pregnancy already!!! I'm so excited to meet her!

In other good news, Nick and I have a house all figured out and it's to be built and finished in Eagle Mountain by mid May. It's really exciting. A new house and a new baby!

But that's not all, Nick also got a new job as a web designer. Which is awesome because the pay is better and he will be working closer to our new home! He'll be starting that next week. I hope he enjoys working there more than working at Thrive.

We are so blessed. :]

Well until next time!

14 weeks pregnant!

Hello all! So it's been a long time again lol. But like the Title says, I'm fourteen weeks pregnant! It's great! I've been feeling sick most of this pregnancy so far but lately I've been a little bit better, I'm only occasionally queasy. But there's certain foods that seem to make me sick, like hamburger and just drinking milk makes me feel a little bit nauseous. I think I have had some random cravings, nothing too crazy though. I've been wanting a lot of taco bell, and potatoes.

Anyway, I'm going crazy with just waiting to find out what we are having. I used to be sure it was a boy but now I'm kind of questioning myself lol. Everyone has been giving me their guesses, lots of those guesses are that it will be a girl. Only a couple people are guessing boy. Nick refuses to guess or have a preference, I wish he would play this little game with me!! ;D actually I don't mind. We actually scheduled an ultrasound at fetal fotos, so we can maybe find the gender earlier than waiting for the doctor's ultrasound. I like this idea better because this way family can be there, and we get a little dvd and everything. Anyway that's scheduled for Feb. 27th at 10 am I'm just counting down days for that! I'm super excited!

Well, until next time!

So once again it's been about a month since I had last written. Nothing too Big has happened, Nick is just about done with this semester then he only has one more to go! and he should be graduated by April =) His website has been growing and things have been going quite well.

It's starting to get cold and I hate it. Before we know it there will be snow. Just shoot me now.

sense I started talking about the weather I don't think I have much to say. So I'm just gonna stop now. Maybe I'll add and edit this post later haha. Later loves!

I'm so so so, so over waiting

Do you want the good news or the bad news first?

We'll start with the good news :] Stephanie finally had her baby yesterday!! 7 pounds 9 ounces. She's a beautiful, healthy little girl. Mother and child are doing great! Jax makes a cute, protective daddy. :] Words can't even describe how happy I am for them.

Bad news is, I miscarried again... for the second time. :[ I don't know what's wrong with me... Somehow I doubt it's just coincidence that I lost two babies in a row. The doctors say that they wont do any tests until I lose one more. Idiots. So here I am after yet another pregnancy with empty arms and a broken heart. That was two weeks ago. As the title of this blog says, "im so so so, so over waiting" I'm so ready to be a mother. I'm so sick of waiting. I'm so sick of failure and disappointment. I'm so sick of death that no one else seems to recognize but me and my husband. and I'm sick of being patient.

I'm trying to change my attitude, I'm starting to get better, and submit myself to the lords will. But sometimes it's just so hard.

Some potentially good news is Nick's dad is recovering. He's had a few surgeries, and gets to keep his leg. He should be out of the hospital in a couple weeks. :]

That's all I have to say until next time.

Love you all!!!

Sara Jessen

:(

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

-Robert Frost

Lots of crazy stuff

So Yesterday my father in law, Lane, was in a scooter accident. He was driving down the road when the back wheel of the scooter popped or something and he skidded. Luckily he was wearing a helmet, it probably saved his life. But he busted up his knee pretty bad. he shattered the tibia. no good. He'll be ok. we'll keep him and mom in our prayers.

while we were visiting my father in law, we ran into one of nick's best friends, and next door neighbors. The hospital is one of the last places you wanna run into a good friend. It turns out John's wife, Rachel, had a tore up esophagus. Also no good. Later we ran into some other friends. We decided while we were all in the hospital might as well hang out... so we went to the cafeteria and got some food. heh.

Brindy and Dallin are all moved into a new place. It's a cute little place and they will have more space to themselves. :]

Steph's baby, Melody, is coming in a matter of days!!! it's so exciting!!! I cannot wait to see what she will look like. Stephanie is just ready for the baby to come out! she doesn't care how anymore lol.

There's some fun stuff going down in Nick's and my life too right now... :] We weren't going to tell anyone. But sense everyone who reads my blog already knows I'll just say it. NICK AND I ARE PREGNANT!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!! I am four and a half weeks along. :] I'm going to wait 'till the second Trimester before we officially announce it so sshhhhh. lol The fun thing about this pregnancy is if all goes according to plan his/her due date will be may 31st... the day after my birthday lol. Pretty cool. :]

Well, until next time!

I love you all!!!

<3 // : Sara