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Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

-Robert Frost

Lots of crazy stuff

So Yesterday my father in law, Lane, was in a scooter accident. He was driving down the road when the back wheel of the scooter popped or something and he skidded. Luckily he was wearing a helmet, it probably saved his life. But he busted up his knee pretty bad. he shattered the tibia. no good. He'll be ok. we'll keep him and mom in our prayers.

while we were visiting my father in law, we ran into one of nick's best friends, and next door neighbors. The hospital is one of the last places you wanna run into a good friend. It turns out John's wife, Rachel, had a tore up esophagus. Also no good. Later we ran into some other friends. We decided while we were all in the hospital might as well hang out... so we went to the cafeteria and got some food. heh.

Brindy and Dallin are all moved into a new place. It's a cute little place and they will have more space to themselves. :]

Steph's baby, Melody, is coming in a matter of days!!! it's so exciting!!! I cannot wait to see what she will look like. Stephanie is just ready for the baby to come out! she doesn't care how anymore lol.

There's some fun stuff going down in Nick's and my life too right now... :] We weren't going to tell anyone. But sense everyone who reads my blog already knows I'll just say it. NICK AND I ARE PREGNANT!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!! I am four and a half weeks along. :] I'm going to wait 'till the second Trimester before we officially announce it so sshhhhh. lol The fun thing about this pregnancy is if all goes according to plan his/her due date will be may 31st... the day after my birthday lol. Pretty cool. :]

Well, until next time!

I love you all!!!

<3 // : Sara

Happy 9 - 9 - '09!!!

I don't really have all that much to say, except I love Nick very much. That love seems to just grow and grow everyday. He's my world.

Love may not make the world go round, but it makes the ride worth while.

Things have been very busy lately, with Nick going to school, working, and all his projects. It makes me really appreciate the time that we have together. :]

Also, I'm very excited for Stephanie. Her baby girl, Melody, is due in less than a month!!! I can't wait to see what she will look like. Stephanie's pregnancy seemed to go by really fast, to me at least heh. I cant wait 'till I get to hold her. It's very exciting. Hopefully I'll be able to hold a baby of my own one of these years haha ;D

Well, until next time!

Love ya all!

<3//: Sara

Life after the miscarriage

So it's been an awfully long time sense I had last written (more than a month). I need to write more... I love writing. Hmmm I think I will take up fiction writing again... Anywho, I didn't mean to wander off the subject like that. Yeah, so it's been a while sense my last blog entry.

A lot has happened sense then, for example, we got a puppy. He's a lovely golden retriever, Nick named him Buddy haha. I love him to death, I have always loved golden retrievers, but now that I own one I love them even more! We actually got him for free with his papers and everything about a month ago. I think sub-consciously we may have decided to keep him because of the miscarriage. Actually Buddy has helped me to heal, by keeping my busy, and by giving me something small and sweet to hold. He'll never replace what we lost, of course, but he still has added to our little family.

Second, Nick and I went on the cruise to Ensenada and Cabo san lucas. It was kind of a late 1 year anniversary celebration and celebration of my grandparents 50th anniversary. It was a blast! We loved it, I highly recommend it to all those who have the chance to go on one!

Third, Nick is back at school as of yesterday. Good old BYU Provo. He's also still working at Thrive as an internet coach, and he has a website that he's working on. (I know, he's an internet geek but he's my internet geek so it's ok.) But we are so excited! He is almost done with school! he will be finished in April, with a degree majoring in Japanese! If his website doesn't take off he'll be able to get a job as a patent translator.

So life is pretty good.

We are ready to try for a baby again. So it's just a matter of the waiting game until we get pregnant again. I look forward to that.

Fourth, We got new callings! We are now primary teachers. I'm going to miss the little kids in the nursery. I don't know if Nick will miss being Sunday school president though haha. We're both very excited to start teaching. I love our ward, and our Bishop, and I love our little Provo Duplex. I'm going to miss it when Nick graduates and we move (most likely outside of Utah.).

Heh, Nick and I ran into his ex-girlfriend's family at Ross the other day. SUPER AWKWARD!!! They are nice people but very "happy valley". I gotta say that I thank his ex for making Nick who he is today, but goodness she was kinda nuts.

Anywho, that's all I can think of to write.

I love you all!!

until next time

<3//:>